" Her voice was even, devoid of emotion; I supposed she had detached herself from the memory of the experience. "As a little light relief, they stubbe... out cigarettes on me. My breasts, such as they are, my inner thighs. Passed electrical currents through my nipples to my labia. Then raped me again. My father was begging them to stop, that he'd say whatever they wanted, only that they'd stop hurting me. So, after a while, they did stop. Hours after he'd broken. I had to stand there as he. Jeffersonstepped on his neck and said "I don't think I'd move if I was you." WhenJefferson lifted his foot, Tom scurried away. Coward.Bobby took Mallory home -- if you can call a cell home. He put his armaround her and he rocked her for most of the night. She couldn't stopcrying. She couldn't stop apologizing for Tom's dick being in her mouth."Hush, baby," Bobby said. "You're a mouse in a cage full of snakes. It'snot your fault."Mallory holding him."You wanna get married?" Bobby said in a. "They look really nice with their clothes on," said Becky. "Did you buythem like that?" You choose a teddy, and then you can choose clothes," said Emma. "So,this is Carol." And this is Jessica," said Michelle. "I named her after my cousin. Shehas a teddy called Michelle."Emma then introduced them to Jonathan. Jenny was the first to hold him,and she looked at the badge on his one foot."Who are they?" she asked."Our daddy's favourite team," said Michelle. "We went to their groundand their shop.". Catie took the words to heart. She purchased one and carefully hid it in her room. Now whenever the desire for sex became too strong she used it to calm her desires.That evening she gave her parents the excuse that she was heading to her room to study and went there right after the dinner dishes were done. Instead of her normal sleeping attire of a t-shirt and sweatpants she donned one of her silkiest nighties and slid between the covers. She removed the creme colored envelope from her purse.