But soft and almost helpless in its intimacy and beauty. I close my eyes and see these flashes of pure sensuality and sexuality. Its Ok to write these...things in this secret little space we are sharing at this moment. When I am done, I will return to the real world, and go about normal life. I will even know passion, and sex. But I don’t know if I will ever be able to experience the totality of sensuality that has been awakened in me in these writings with her whom I let into my secret, safe. " They'll be coming around the corner in a second, so let's start walking like we're girl friends, okay?"Ellie fell in beside the woman and sure enough, a squad car drifted by them moments later, hardly giving them a glance."Thanks, I guess," Ellie said, glancing at the woman."Viv, call me Viv," the woman said with a generous smile."Ellie," Ellie admitted with a shrug of her shoulders."Ellie, huh? Well, Ellie, us girls got to help one another. It's a tough world out there."They wandered into. “But it’s just part of the game. You do understand that, don’t you Pet?”“So you don’t think I’m a slut?”“Of course not.”“It’s just that Cu… we’re a bit uncertain about going on with this…” She turns to look at me for the first time, eyes full of shame and longing. Meaning that it’s her husband who’s the problem, not her. It leaves me with a decision to make, whether to be on my best behaviour, maybe to renegotiate the terms, or to really make this one count.“You know, Pet,” I say, “we never did. I'll stay over here and play with it. Mrs. Harada gave me this double headed thing that we use together sometimes. "Penis duplo" she calls it.. I hope, Mrs. Harada, that after you bring my daughter to a screameroo of a cum, you will come back and fuck the pussy of this old woman with it, and get yours fucked at the same time, so that we all have the "screameroo!".(more laughter) I'll try keep my hands off you, Sylvia...( laughing) I wish you weren't so fuckin' hot, though..."Even though I had.