Victoria instinctively knew that if she let herself go she would find herself helplessly wanting to be made love to, and she was frightened of that.Th...t's why it was safe with Ben. How could anyone her age imagine making love to an old, ruined man like Ben Wright? And that was the reason for her friendship with the older man and perhaps also the reason she had so stupidly blown up when Penny had made her disturbing remark about Ben's... condition. Victoria didn't want anyone reminding her about. Nada. Zip. Knowing the clinic closes at 4:00 pm. I was preparing to call them, but my wife beat me to it. She finds out they had no intention of giving me my results today. I had to wait until my next regular appoint which is Dec. 5th.My wife reminds them the doctor had told us that we were to be scheduled for an earlier appointment due to the seizures and the tentative appointment date was Nov. 7th. This was discussed over a week ago and we had called two days ago and still not received. That next morning I was able to catch an appointment with Doctor Pishtar,she put me in contact with a colleague of hers who could help. Wescheduled an appointment with this new doctor for the following Tuesday.We both sat in the waiting room for nearly an hour, finally an older manentered. "Hello. I'm Dr. Holzinger... you must be Madison."He glanced toward me and held out his hand. "I'm... her father, Grant."He smiled and then sat down upon a round stool, Madison was seated on anexam bed and I. They feel better after the Tai Chi movements and have begun to notice the relationship between it and some of the Tae Kwan Do movements. Some of the men have seen us at Tai Chi and to a man they think I'm crazy. Sometimes I agree with them, especially after a long day. The biggest change I have seen is in Louise. She no longer walks about with a frightened air around the other men and has started joking and laughing when she joins the women's groups around the fire.Claire has started teaching.