As a mature adult, I delight in letting others see me, naked and masturbating.The house I live in (many miles and many years away from those days near...the lovers' woods) is overlooked by a solitary neighbour's cottage, in which a glamorous widow lives as a virtual recluse. It is all she can do to nod an unsmiling acknowledgement if we meet in the street. The rumour in the neighbourhood is that she is a retired psychotherapist.For some time I had been aware that my neighbour would watch me from. Before I could speak, she said" Don't give it a thought.Close your eyes and breath deeply.Relax deeper,deeper as I start counting from ten to one.." Her soothing voice was relaxing me into a peaceful sleep.My breaths became deeper and longer."You are all alone on an island.You are walking on the warm sand,sun is shining brightly but with gentle warmth, wind is blowing through the trees with a soothing music lie sound,sea gulls are gliding effortlessly in the sky over water.Peaceful waves are. Jennifer seemed to think about it for a while but said she preferredPilates. She said she was getting fitter doing Pilates than I was doingkarate and that the classes were more intense."You seem to spend half your lesson standing around," she said.Just before Valentine's Day she said I should come to a Pilates classwith her as there was a special deal for spouses. I said, "Does knowingPilates help you stop a fight?"I was quite proud of that line and joked about it with the other middleaged. " Maybe," Ken admitted with bemused grin as he caught the humor in his sister's voice, "but I wouldn't have enjoyed the fuck nearly as much. Speaking of fucking are you sure you don't want to?" I'd love to fuck," Dannie said with an exasperated sigh, "but I'm just too big now. As much as I love fucking it's hard to enjoy it when my belly is this big and my tits are so full of milk." Well even if we can't fuck," Ken said as he reached down to grab the hem of her blouse and pull it free of her.