He just couldn’t really find anything as she remembered, but she had faked an orgasm just so Mark could retain some feeling of accomplishment.Lookin... in the mirror, she had realized that she had never had a true orgasm. She had gotten off with her vibrator but never with a boy. She also realized that it was nearing 7:30 and almost fifteen minutes had gone by while she was fantasizing. She hopped into the shower and began shampooing her hair. Just as she had gotten all the soap out of her hair. "Hi sis," I slurred, then I noticed her suitcase, "staying are we?" If that's all right?" she said and walked past me into my flat. Leaving me to carry her suitcase in. "I've left him the bastard," she said, "this time he's gone too far." Oh," I said, "ok you take the bed and I'll sleep on the sofa." No, no, the bed big enough for both of us," she said, surveying my double bed from the doorway."Oh," I said again, the drink had stopped my higher brain functions."Any chance of one of those," she. ‘No, sweetie, there’s nothing wrong with being excited when men pay attention to you. It may be inappropriate attention, and today probably would fit into that category, but it still can be very exciting to know that you have power over men. I know you don’t have a lot of experience with boys — and I wish you had more of the right kind of experience before you start school in the fall — so every bit of attention will be exciting. Just remember that some men are only out for your body and don’t. You didnt even fight back. You let him fuck you. The amber globes harden with fury, all tears drying up. Im getting good at this provocation thing, I think pensively, focusing on the next step. You were weak. You let him rape you. No! she screams and I jump at the abruptness of it. Before I even know what has happened, she is on her feet, body rigid and tail lashing furiously. Thats it girl, let me hear you roar. No what, Ida?! What? No, you didnt let him rape you? No, youre not weak? I.