“No, not a word but so far the company is continuing to run smoothly,” he replied.I nodded, and then got back on track. “Juan, I’d like to ord...r enough rose bushes to fill the planters in both courtyards as well as eight large pots for the terrace. I know red roses are Anna’s favorite so just red roses Juan, no other color.”He smiled. “For Anna, I will find them. It may take a while, but you’ll have them as soon as I can get them here.”I set off for the stables, once again in search of Mr.. I remember Lauren asking me my opinion of how her butt looked in it. It was really awkward, with Rob sitting right there. Time stood still and we all stared at each other. The movie had clearly and surprisingly rattled us. One would imagine that years of being friends, and sharing various experiences would have prepared us for this. You could feel the mischief in the air. Everyone suddenly ditched the eye contact. Curiosity was in the air. Did we have hidden desires to fool around with each. It turned into a life changing experience. While Annie was washing dishes and cleaning up the kitchen I spent some time on the computer. I had never actually been part of the BDSM scene. It was rather new to me. I had ideas, of course. But it never hurts to do some research into a subject. I would discover that it was an intricate lifestyle with many nuances that I found interesting. But for now I was planning to keep it simple. I would be the Master, of course. I didn't have a submissive. The answer was that after about five minutes of gradually relaxing, the conversation became as it was, between a suitor and his mistress. I asked if Ben had thought much about me in the last few days, and he said that he had thought of little else, and hoped that I would not feel any shame at what had happened.In the event, my feelings had been terribly confused. It may be hard to accept that you have had a gay encounter, and in fact I still do not accept that that is what happened. I feel more.