”I smiled and said, “Roger that, Chief. Thanks.”I left the station and, for lack of much else to do, I went for a drive. I considered going to...watch Cherry practice, but figured her mom might be picking her up afterwards and it would not be good to have her catch me there after our talk earlier. Thoughts drifted back and forth between Cherry and Katie; the girl on the back of my mind at all times it seemed. After driving for a while, I suddenly realized that I was at the intersection of the. A lot of different stuff was running through my mind. The pot altered my thinking some and Jan told me some hot stories, so I was wired. But after seeing you in the middle of a daisy chain, I had thoughts of getting even. Then came the guilt feelings of my complicity, and a weird combination of emotions. The love making with Jan was violent and demanding, not tender. Different." Wow, I never thought we'd ever be discussing something like this. Where do we go from here? Bob told me flat out that. We were sitting that close everytime one of us moved we were brushing against each other......Jack asked me did I have a special someone in my life and when I told him no he seemed shocked... 'How?? I mean you have the whole package, looks, personality.... I don't get it?''Yea but I like men and boys my own age don't cut it...'I left that hanging for him, hoping he would take the bate.. He did. I went on to explain I like older men, men that know what they are doing. His eyes widened and he. Now, here's how we're going to do it."There will be classes Tuesday and Thursday, and you'll have things to do every other weekday. When I'm not here — I have college classes of my own the other days — my friends from Still Waters will be here. They don't know horses, but they'll be here to help with anything else. Because, you have to do well in school, too. I told your parents your grades would not get worse, maybe improve. We'll help you with school work, and you'll help each other with your.