Our affair was of 3 years and we were dead serious about each other marriage and all. I am from Delhi so I am pretty open minded and she had friends o...r seniors whom I did not know she used to drink with them and late night parties I never objected because I thought she has a life of our own it was Saturday night and we were drinking in my flat (I live alone) all of a sudden only after 2 pegs I felt drowsy and decided to sleep and I told Smriti to finish it up and sleep 2 she told me to lie. I pulled down my shorts, exposing my hardness to her. Mom’s pretty eyes watched my cock as I moved to her.I reached out my hand, ” Come, be my lover,” she stood up, I took her in my arms, ” My room or yours?” I ask.” Here, on the swing. Swing me as you love me. As I swung you, when you were my baby.”” The storm is coming,” I kissed her face, ” you don’t like them.”She kissed me back and said, ” When you take me, I won’t care about anything but, you.”I sat down on the swing, Mom moved on my lap,. " The dirty plate and fork still lay on the low table between the television and couch.She wiggled her hips backward into my own - then waited for the show to return.This gave me a brief few seconds to notice my mother - almost as if for the first time that evening. She was wearing a long over-sized cotton tee-shirt that hung just above her knees when standing and white ankle high cotton socks. Her messy short brown hair smelled clean, probably from her before-bed-shower that she had every. How would you feel about that?”“I’d...” I paused, took a deep breath, and really thought about it. For Dawn to decide to remain status quo, to not take the risk, would I be okay with that?Do we still get to fuck her?Well, yeah.Then I’m good with it.There’s more to Dawn than just sex.I know that. But we’re starting with the bare minimum baseline here. As long as we get to keep fucking her, the rest is negotiable.You know what? Just shut the hell up.I’m serious. Any decision that ultimately leads.