You try sex with men and sex with women and you still feel nothing so you close down even more. You don't much care if you're hurt as long as whomever...attacks is worse off; people notice. And then you reach your goal ... War. It's about time, you think; now you can die and still be a man. What a lie you tell your self.Then the fun starts...Walking through the jungle doing the things the Powers That Be want done doesn't bother you. Sleeping in rain, sweat and fear doesn't either; you've done. Damn, I had lost the bet. I couldn't help but feel a bit irritated at the boy who had bought the drinks, but that quickly passed as I was being pulled out on to the dance floor by a complete stranger.The music was loud and the dance floor was crowded with young bodies. There wasn't much room to move but we did our best. Someone was rubbing up against my butt so I turned to move away when I saw this very pretty young girl who was just letting loose on the dance floor. She sweetly smiled and so I. ..I got this...get down on your knees, don't let me have to tell you again...' as he said that he twisted my arm brutally. Not wanting to, but not wanting my arm to get broke either, I slowly knelt before Daniel and quietly said again '...I ain't gonna suck no dick...' Daniel pulled me closer and said to me '...you'll do what I want or I'll let Charlie beat your ass and then you still will do as I want...' Daniel twisted my wrist till my palm was up, he took the tube of lubricant and squirted. I don't know why i asked a silly question but her reply amazed me she said "it won't pain until you crush it".So my amazement was not purely on her reply but was on her expression she was horny and bit one finger and said it.I really knew i can make some Sweet memories with her. I then met her at lunch break near a dark area in our school and held her booty buttocks and was squeezing it she liked it and kept her head just below my chest because she was short lol. I was feeling her ass over her.