I had been with her several times during the day and she had been wearing one of my favourite outfits, a black skirt and cream blouse with tan sheer h...se and black heels, her hair blonde but short and red lipstick. I imagined her as I stroked my cock, my eyes closed. Suddenly the door rattled and opened and there stood Jo, a look of surprise on her face. I jumped up and tried to pull my trousers up to cover myself, my cock shrinking with embarrassment. Jo stepped into the office and closed the. "I knew there were something pathetic about you but jerking off imagining sucking your best friends cock is truly pathetic"That evening she left to go to her mother's, leaving a note saying "I'll give you two weeks to tell Roger"The truth is I wasn't jerking off to an imaginary friend, it was always my best friend that was in my mind in this scene. I was a beta male he was all alpha, huge cock and balls which I have become obsessed with.To make matters worse the week after I was caught I broke. Sandy called and agreed to meet Deb at the house off Page Mill Road the next afternoon.11:50 Wednesday, July 17th, 199128910 Matadero Creek LaneLos Altos Hills, CA 94022She trotted up the steps to the door, shaking her head again at the size of the house. Not for the first time Sandy wondered how in hell she had been caught up in so much strangeness. When did I lose control over the events in my life? I guess its just California. This time next week, I'll be back to Arizona, then to Ft.. I'm yours if you want me. I know I disappointed you before, but it won't happen again; I promise. No more standing you up; really, I promise."I stared at her for a long moment. "Lana, I don't know if you can change. You love the chase too much. I'm not into heartache and mental distress," I said."Jess, you're not hearing me. You have to give me a chance to prove to you that I love you and that I will be good. You simply must," she said. She was beginning to cry. That stopped me. Call me a fool,.