Not worthy of somebody's love. I sat there crying and sobbing for more than a hour. Then suddenly I heard some people coming up de stairs. I hid mysel... behind the wall on the top floor and looked down in the dark staircase. Ashley and one of the popular football players. They where walking towards me. I could hear them talk. Babe you should of seen here. That fat cunt ran away so fast. I swear I could feel the ground move. Babe this is far enough. They stopt just one section of stairs before. ‘I just put it on, it’s perfectly safe.’ She looked at me, torn—afraid of the device, but trusting of me, and further not wanting to have her fear of the device turn into an issue of mistrust between us. I hadn’t meant it that way, but suddenly the device had become an ultimatum on a trust that was still taking root between us, so I quickly reversed field. ‘Tell you what, it’s new, I guess I can’t be certain something weird with the Bluetooth doesn’t interfere with it. I’ll wear it, and we’ll. “Thank you for the drinks and the information, dear.”The waitress continued, “He is a good boy. I have only seen him take an interest in a guest once before, and I have worked here for three years.” The waitress excused herself and went about her business of taking orders from the other guests.I turned to my son, “My goodness James did you hear what she said?”I could tell James was amused, “It must be that bikini, Mom. I told you. You’re the hottest babe on the beach.”“Cut it out, James. This. “Mr. O’Hara – I’m gay. Alex knows, but my parents don’t want to have anything to do with me, so they told me to leave Ohio and not come back unless I decided I wanted the traditional man-woman relationship. I had to break up with a long-term partner to come here. My guess is that ‘your girls’ out there have probably picked up on the ‘vibe’ that I give off.”“Steven, I can’t talk about this with you or I’m in violation of a whole shitload of government policies and practices.”“I want to focus on.