Stella looked her friend in the eyes. sayingYes I'm ready to loose it, and would love to loose it to your husband. Then when Mike comes back, either ...omorrow or the day after. I'll let him know. Replied Dawn. But I would like you to do something for me, when he takes your virginity. Added Dawn. Anything, you know I'll do anything for you Dawn, Stella replied. I would like you to fulfil one of my husbands fantasies. I want you to shave your pubicHair off. Said Dawn. Plus it'll make it easier. And Silver smiled.The wig was long and red, and, with his own hair under a net, wearable; when he turned his head, he could see the silver crescent moon clip-on earrings, hear them jingle. His face, scrubbed clean with eyebrows trimmed, were now adorned with bright apple-red lipstick and blue eyeshadow.The underwear was a complicated arrangement, making him wonder how women can keep track of it all. There was a frilly black bra, of course; even with further adjusting, the strap felt tight. I had been eighteen years old for almost 6 hours and it was surprisingly empowering. My ribs healed up well, but my right arm was still weak. Having no rigorous exercise for almost half a year starts to mess with your muscles. I hadnt seen Ace since New Years Eve when he and I were both in the hospital. It was January 3rd when I was released and sent for at home therapy. The night before was filled with vomiting and crying out of nervousness and deliberate heartache. I remember being curled up. After that they hired an old, ugly maid and Jane’s sexual activities moved more into the realm of fantasy. She devoured erotica and pornography, becoming a connoisseur of lesbian BDSM in particular. She often fantasized of finding a mistress who would take her in hand and satisfy the desires that she could not, herself, truly articulate. She bought a pair of handcuffs and would frequently lock herself in the bedroom, cuffing one hand to the bedpost and masturbating with the other.All this time.