If only I'd never fucked any of them, or let them fuck me. If only I'd been honest with Zoey from the start. If only I'd had more self-control. If onl... I never moved in in the first place. If only I was a better person. Everything in my life, it seemed, was totally falling apart. I was hardly eating or sleeping. My work and classes didn't seem important. Sex with the girls pretty much came to a halt. They tried to cheer me up by seducing me again the next day. I let them use my body - there. Finally I then pulled out, and just in time as we saw the first signs for the school at that moment too, and before we could stop and recover, we had to quickly sit up and tidy ourselves away, and make ourselves look decent for our arrival.A moment later we arrived at Hailey's new school, and were soon parking up and helping her with her bags to her new dorm room, and like a normal ordinary family, we were soon then saying goodbye and wishing her luck with her studies, before she hugged me and. Too bad something went wrong along the way." No, that's-" You never liked playing with your brothers' toys that taught how tocount and read. Oh no, you couldn't keep away from the Barbies." You cried and pouted when your brothers wanted to watch NationalGeographic. You always got your way, getting to watch your dumb cartoonsand later, your reality shows." You acted like a spoiled brat, making everyone treat you like a littleprincess. And even when they had to put up with all of that,. "Have fun with your friends. Just don't strand me here after the game, okay? I don't want to walk home in the dark."I was amazed and torn. I wanted to do the grown-up thing and go sit with her and be her companion, but such a big part of me still needed to be out their on the field again, hanging out with the guys, being the ex-hero back to give them inspiration. The coaches would talk to me like an adult now, ask my opinion, maybe. Of course, I didn't see it clearly at the time, but that's.