I tell her how much i love her and how much i miss her. I ask her to come closer, but the word that comes out of her trembling lips is no. I caress he... hand and speak to her, to ease her up. I take my other hand and place it on her left cheek and i lightly brush her cheek and earlobe. She tells me that she feels guilty and i tell her that there is no cheating in this. Slowly, my other hand caressing her hand moves upwards caressing her arm, reaches her shoulder. The earlier hand is now playing. He originally asked me out for Friday but I have a game so he is going to come and cheer for me and then we are going out Saturday." Carly explained."That sounds exciting. Will the Dork King and I get to meet him Friday at the game?" Sure I guess. He'll be there and you guys will be there. I'll introduce you. He said he was a big fan on the show so he probably wants to meet you guys."Sam smiled. "I'm glad for you Carls. Having a date and all. And I'm sure the Dip-Thong is happy for ya' too.". I thought I was weird, a pervert! Not gay, not transexual, I mustbe pervert for sure. But I feel the need to continue.From last junior high shool year I begin to take my hair long, just alittle over my shoulders. I was thin, with a short foot. So was simplefor me to wear girl clothes.Nobody know of this, only my parents. Dad sell lingerie, so in homethere's a repository with all the female lingerie I need.At collage age, I go away from my town to city for collage. First year Ilive with another. Yes ... I think we can make this work," I finished emphatically.She looked at me without expression, thinking long and hard about my proposal."You really want to do this, don't you," she said at last."Yes ... I really want to do this," I smiled in return."Then, let's do it," she said immediately, raising her wine glass in salute.We touched glasses just as our lunch arrived. Suddenly, I was hungry, and judging by Natalie's actions, she was too. I took that as a good sign.Natalie watched me.