I told her I could wait no longer, and began to pull my pants down. She turned around to help and as she grasped my cock, she asked me about her job. ... told her I could never let her gorgeous ass out of my sight and with that, she once again bent over my desk to offer me her back door. Remembering the ordeal with my wife, I tried to be gentle with her just easing myself into her tight opening. Cindy didn't want gentle and begged me to take her and I just let go and plunged balls deep inside her. I said some... I said horrible things." Of course you did," Meredith said. "And she probably said horrible things to you. Pain makes people do that. What matters is not that you blurted it out, when you were angry and scared and wanted to hurt her--what matters is that, now, when you're calmer, you regret saying it. Don't give it a second thought." Though, also, don't do it again," Brandon added."Gah," said Laurelyn.Caitlyn nodded. "And... Jon and I... We're not ready. Financially, at least.. Actually, I felt like I was floating. The swishing of thegown on my nylons feel so feminine and refreshing.As we neared the ballroom there were so many beautiful ladies anddresses, and handsome gentlemen. Bill checked us in and we found whichtable we would be sitting. For some unknown reason I thought we'd be ata table for two. This table was for 8! Hanging on Bill's arm, off we gofor a social and drinks. I don't think I been looked at so much in mylife! I felt fantastic, beautiful and a. Homeowners didn’t have to worry very much about locking their doors.There was, I admitted, a certain drab quality that had come into daily living. Not much excitement afoot. People were living in a Leave it to Beaver, Father Knows Best, Ozzie and Harriet kind of world.Most folks, it seemed, thought that was just fine.But, quite a few missed the good old days. And unfortunately, I was becoming one of them.After a few months of relative inactivity, I admitted to myself that I had become perhaps.