I told her that if she did, then we would need a lubricant - especially the first time, but usually anyway, it helps a lot. In fact it’s almost a ne...essity. She looked around the room, and initially couldn’t find anything. Then she saw my sun cream, and asked if this would do. I reckoned that it would. So I led her to the bed and had her lie down on her front, and I knelt behind her and started to massage her, from her neck to her thighs, spreading the cream quite thickly so it formed a nice. At least the lecture was in the hotel tomorrow morning. It was getting late and was dark by the time I got to my room . I push past the drunk, but cute sales reps who cannot seem to open their door, to get to my room. Great! we are fucking neighbors. So it was toss the suit case on the stand and wash up and go to bed. I have always been a little shy, but the anonymity of a big hotel always excited me. Leaving the curtain open and the light just lower enough to see out and be seen I removed. " Yes. I suppose." I felt like a fool, saying that."Oh honey, I'm so sorry, I really don't want to hurt you, but Ineed to go on. I love you. No matter what else, I'll never leaveyou. I know that! You know that too, don't you?"I swallowed. I could, just barely. "Yes. I do." I did, butsomehow it didn't help. "I hope I do." Well, remember it. Now a terribly painful question, baby! Please, tell me the truth! This sorrow. This humiliation. Wouldit be a sweet sorrow? An eager. She took my arms and positioned them above my head. Ihadn't noticed the handcuffs before, but I certainly noticed one now, asshe cuffed my right hand to the headboard. The look on my face must havebeen panicked and I was about to say something when she put her finger onmy red lips. "Shhhh... It's ok, Amanda. I won't hurt you. Just trust me."I relaxed and let her cuff my other arm. With a wicked grin, she stood upand grabbed something out of her closet and put it aside. With thisangle, I.