"Looking at me, he said, "Maybe, but I don't want it to end. What if we just see what happens?" Okay. But let's not jeopardize what we have."In retros...ect, it seemed that I did more to cool the relationship, and he went along with it. At any rate, that's the way we left it. Perhaps that was a mistake. I really cared for him. I had always respected him, and I loved being with him. And the sex was great! What was my problem? Maybe my confusion helps explain the rest of my story.When I got home. The Twins had remained behind to smoke a cigarette and God only knew where Nicole was. By eight o’clock, nearly all students had arrived at school. The guys were fooling around and someone bumped Kenny into me, knocking us both into a big mud puddle! I screamed when the water hit me. Laughter roared around us. Kenny lifted himself up on his hands and looked down at me. He grinned, shyly. As I gazed into his beautiful blue eyes, everything faded. The laughter, the sound of vehicles passing by. I kissed the head of his dick and licked the precum. He got a little antsy and I decided I wouldn't tease him any longer. I put the tip in my mouth moving down until I bottomed out. He moaned loudly. I started to move my head up and down on his cock. He grabbed me head and pushed it down and up. He spoke with little breath and said, That's right! Give your bro a blowjob!" That's all the encouragement I needed. I ferociously started to suck. He gasped, "I'm about to cum!" I sucked harder and. If I was honest with myself, I didn’t even consider it for a second. I just relaxed and, for a few days at least, pretended I was a teenager.Next Step was progressing, and by the end of the week, they’d started building, which was great but didn’t give us a lot to do. Work was almost on autopilot, with a lot of the staff taking off for Christmas, MilTech was dealing with everything on their Navy contract, with only minimal input from us on the technical specs for the desalination system. Even.