I put a hand on the worktop to steady myself. My breathing deepened and I felt my balls tighten."I'm seriously gonna cum," I said, trying to hold back...my impending orgasm.My cock slid wetly out of her mouth. The air cooled its wet shaft."You really need to stop worrying and enjoy the ride," she whispered back. Lucy stood, pulled her dress over her head to reveal she was naked beneath except for a pair of black hold up stockings. She grabbed me by the hand and led me to the bedroom. Wow, her. . a long time ... please ... I beg of you ... stop this ... what more do you want to ... put me through."Constancia pulled her towards her roughly, "I'm not done with you yet, you cheap little puta," she said cruelly. Almost as an afterthought she asked in a slightly, more neutral voice, "Who is at your house right now?" Nena not thinking replied, "Carlos and my stupid drunken father. Everyone else is at church."Constancia just smiled.Carlos was Nena's fifteen-year-old brother. Like most boys. You’re just lucky they didn’t say what I texted,” I admitted.Bree handed me her phone. The text read ‘pinch my butt’. They all laughed at me when I realized that Bree was smarter than I gave her credit for.“Talk to Caryn, and I’ll have her pick out your gift,” I said as I hugged and kissed Bree goodbye.Caryn was the only one going with me to Chicago. Frank had had a client do something wrong, and the studio rep planned to remain in New York and make sure Craig didn’t get up to any mischief. Now, don't get the idea that I did this openly. I kept it all to myself but I mooned over him for month after month. Every time I masturbated, it was with a mental image of John between my legs; either his tongue or his cock.Oh, I dated Tim some but he was just there as a stand-in for my real 'throb, ' John.Now, at twelve, or so, my crush wasn't particularly sexual but in the next months and even years, it became very sexual. I wanted John to be the boy who I gave my virginity to. It's all I.