The first hit didn't even hurt, and I didn't make a sound. He hit me with the paddle 5 more times, then asked for the note again. I refused. He then p...lled up my skirt and pulled down my panties. I started to struggle, but he laughed and said, "Oh, now you are worried, aren't you? Oh well, you will have to face the consequences." The first slap hurt pretty bad. It stung, but I refused to cry out. He started spanking harder, each hit with that black paddle hurting more and more. My bottom felt. I sat down beside him on the sofa taking his hand into mine as I asked, “You did not see me as Carrie did you John?”John shook his head no as I asked, “You did get what I meant?”“Yes, it is time I grow up and become the man I once was,” he replied squeezing my hand.“That brave fearless man who can face anything because of what he carries in his heart not in his mind,” I said smiling at him.John wrapped his arms around me pulling me against him. He hugged me tightly as he whispered thank you. The force snaps her towards the passenger side then whiplashing back, hitting her head on the driver’s side window. The seat belt locks and the nylon digs in, tearing the breath from her lungs while clutching her in place. Her head slumps forward, feeling the coppery taste graze over her tongue as she fights to regain her air, absent-mindedly undoing the belt. Her door swings open, and she stumbles from the vehicle, now a mangled wreck. Music still shrieks from one speaker as the engine hisses. I took her to the common room, and I called Mattie to join me.“Mattie, this is Rides as One. She is the daughter of the head of the Horse Clan. She has come to me begging refuge for herself and the daughter I made on her, because she has made her father feel dishonored. Part of the reason her father is angry is that I bred Rides as One, and our daughter is a mix of wolf and horse. However, he told me to breed her when I visited the Horse Clan, and I didn’t want to break any of his traditions,.