But at school I was always too afraid of being found out, and being mercilessly mocked and bullied as a pervert. So my lust for Her and inability to d... anything about it was literally driving me mad. Then one day, school was out, and everyone was heading to this bloke’s place after lunch-break for a ‘party’. I tagged along as was the habit – everyone at school tended to flock together so I wasn’t out of place. I was in what passed as my school uniform, as were the other k**s. I didn’t talk to. She sniffed at the air and frowned. “Master?” Lorna recognized and welcomed her disheveled, latest guest. “Leah, hello.” She gave her a long hug. The woman took Lorna’s face in her hands and inhaled her breath. She tasted Lorna’s lips, which Lorna mistook as a kiss. She returned it, but Leah shook her head away. “I'm confused. I smell the Master. I smell the arousal here. But I do not sense him, I cannot hear him in my head.” Tears filled her eyes and her voice shook with hope. “He does not. In the morning (15mn. earlier than my real appointment). I reached the front door, pressed the door-bell and waited...I was expecting the doctor to receive me but instead a young and sexy looking nurse opened the door. She took me to the visitor's room and asked me to sit there. Afrer 15mn; she came back and asked me to follow her to the doctor's room. There he is this middle aged well-built handsome doctor with his shining sexy eyes shook my hands and guided me to a chair near him. Good. "Son, I just don't know. I don't know what Iam anymore. I sure as hell DON'T like whatever it is and would change it if Icould."He looked at me, "Huh? I thought you wanted this." Timmy, how could I possible want this? Getting raped is no fun, getting beatenis no fun. Having your son ask if you're a faggot, now THAT is really no fun."Tim flinched, but pushed on, "but Uncle TJ and grandma said you've always wantedto be a girl!" Not quite Tim, I would have been willing to be either a guy or a.