.. I... you... wanna watch us? Doing that?" he mumbled out.Helen blushed at Arrian's offer, but chuckled at Kailynn's serious question. Seems Arrian's...plan had backfired."I've never done anything with a boy, Arrian." Neither have I," he answered with a small smile."Good," came Helen and Kailynn's replies, before a bout a giggling over took them both."I love you, Arrian, but I'm scared that it is going to hurt. This is my first time." I love you too, Kai. It's my first time as well." I think. Then he pointed at himself. Then he made a motion for her to follow him. Melissa’s heart almost stopped.Oh, my god, he wants me to follow him! she realized. And, it looks like, more than that. And this isn’t even my stop! She panicked. What should she do? People behind him subtly pressured the crush to disembark. She had to decide NOW if she was going to follow him. She started to feel slightly queasy.Hell with it, she thought as she grabbed her things and hurried after him. She recognized him. I can't wait until..." Jeanne suddenly paused. After a moment she quietly said, "I'm sorry Michael, I didn't mean to rub your nose in this." "Jeanne, it's okay. I want you to be honest. Remember what we talked about in San Francisco. If you feel like you have to hide this part of your life from me we aren't going to make it. When I do get home I also have to be comfortable with the fact that you're dating other men. The only way that will happen is if we talk openly about your dating while I'm. One Day she asked about a gardening book with the word complete in it. I found a Complete Guide to Sex book, and gave it to her, saying gardening does involve a lot of sex. She took it.Whenever I was home, off-work, I would make an excuse to see her. I asked how she enjoyed the book. She said that it didn't have much to do with gardening.One evening, when my family was out, I managed to find her working in her yard. She had obviously had a few glasses of wine (which seemed to be her only.