It had been fun on the weekend but there had been little chanceof discovery. My need to be Diane also pushed me and the thought of itwas very enticing... Eventually Claire said, We'll think about it, Carol.I know Diane would love to but I fear Dave is a fearful old stick-in-the-mud!" We all laughed at that but I did find a grain of truth there -I felt more vibrant, alive and willing to try new things as Diane.The afternoon drifted to a close and Carol got ready to leave, huggingus both and. " may I ask you any question I want in the next set". Yes please she replied.I reminded her that this was round two and the questions are more open and not restricted to yes no only. Again her laughter came through the darkness." did I have a girl friend". No, not in over a year." how long did you date her" 2years." did you see her naked" now I laughed and said yes.I asked..." have you ever had a boy friend. No" have you ever been kissed. Yes, with the boy next door age 9" have you ever had. My heart dropped, but my cock actually stirred for the first time since she left to meet him. She knew I was texting him simultaneously, and was asking what we were saying. I asked if she liked him and she said yea, but she didn't want to do anything if I wasn't there. I grabbed whatever balls I had left at that moment and told her she had a green light to go as far as she wanted, UP TO a blowjob. I couldn't guage how into him she was and told her this, and that It was totally 100% her. I remember, the doctor emphasising that the procedure was permanent, and then asking me if I was prepared to accept that it was permanent, in case my marriage didn’t work out down the track, but I laughed at that, and said, “I’m married to the woman of my dreams, and that’s just not gonna happen.” How was I to know what the future held?Looking back, it almost seems that losing the baby was a turning point, but things were never the same after that. Lyndall said she’d sailed through both her.