"Yes, in some ways, but no in others. However, his involvement with swapping ignited my interest in him. I saw it as a way to have the best of both wo...lds. I could have a stable relationship and, therefore, the whole kids and a home thing. But just as important to me, I could try some new stuff regularly without concern. Also, to answer your earlier question, we never share in front of each other. It is a hard and fast rule of mine that I don't compromise on. It all goes back to the jealousy. Alas, none were of any help except Judy who promised to make some calls and get back to Gwen, but later that night a return called was fruitless and Gwen was beginning to feel the tinges of despair returning.They watched some TV together that night and although David hoped Gwen would make some kind of overture, she simply bid him goodnight, kissed him on the cheek as usual and retired.As she lay in bed trying to let sleep overcome her, Gwen’s thoughts returned to David and his proposal. David. I wanted to touch them so with all my courage I put my hand on her tits. And thought to me if she gets mad I will say sorry if not I will suck them like mangoes. She didn’t say anything but gave a smile and the was the green light to move so I started to squeeze them hard and put my hand down in her kameez and pulled the kameez over her chest and started to suck on them they were huge the nipples were long and hard. I was sucking her tit and masturbating at the same time. After I cummed I fell. "Tommy, it's Jill, can you come to the restaurant now?" What's wrong Jill?"I was already getting out of bed."Polly thought it would be good for us to take an "E" each you know." No Jill, I don't bloody know, what the hell did you do that for?"She started crying and I immediately regretted my outburst.Belinda was watching me and saw the worry on my face, but I could hardly bear to look at her."Right stay, where are you, I'll come straight there?" I'm sorry," I said, knowing it was hopelessly.