I worked hard for the bigger part of my life to provide them a nice living. To care for them. And to look after them. I spend most of my free time wit... them, because I always liked being surrounded by my loved one. I always was, and still am the caring father. Family first. Always. And forever. But there was one day, when it all nearly collapsed. When I almost lost my way. When I thought of leaving them. Running off somewhere else. Start a new life on my own. So let me tell you about that day.. I was alone in park jerking off in my car one night. Then suddenly another car pulls into the parking lot. Lights blaring. At first I thought it might have been a cop car. So I didn't want to arouse suspicion. I was able to ease my t-shirt down to a slightly normal position.However, my pants were a different matter all together. I could not get them up in time. So I just sat there still and tried to appear calm as possible.Next thing I knew the car starts to come closer. Eventually, he pulls up. I hear you come around to my head and jump as I feel the flogger smack me down the scrack of my ass, the tail ends of the leather striking my pussy and my clit. You grab hold of my hair, ?Open up, slut?, you tell me, and I feel the ice cube shoved between my lips. ?SUCK? you order me. I can taste the water, my juices and a little of my ass on the ice cube and I suck for all I’m worth, trying to get some moisture in my mouth from all my moaning. You tell me to spit it out, but you keep a hold of. 'Jackson', I murmured, 'I don't feel ready'. Jackson looked upset, but decided to keep trying. 'It'll feel so good!' 'I know that you will make me feel good baby, you always do, but... I don't think I know how to... I'm not really sure...' 'Of what? C'mon there's nothing to worry about!' 'No, no Jackson I...' Jackson sighed softly and slid his hands up my shirt. 'Lucy, you're old enough to be able to do it. I'm not going to hurt you baby'. He whispered lovingly. 'No Jackson I really don't..