I asked my mom, “what’s the gooey stuff, all over your face” and she turned beet red as she grabbed a dish towel and began wiping it off. She mu...tered something about it being a “beauty mask” that the black man (Eric) had sold her and then she started explaining that her brother had brought him to show her beauty products. I reached down under a chair and retrieved her panties and said, “yeah and this must be the applicator” as I watched her squirm. She tried to say, she was doing laundry but I. OK?’ Helen nodded and they walked together to the vehicles. When she pulled onto the road he followed her, pulling to the curb at the edge of town. Helen pulled over when she saw him stop and got out of the BMW. The two of them climbed out for their few last words. Standing together, neither could think of a thing to say. Duncan stood memorizing her face while idly kicking rocks into the gutter. Helen’s eyes were fixed on his face, unaware she was wringing her hands together. Finally Duncan. Alice has largely avoided discussions with me about why I want tocross-dress, but if we had talked about it, then I think I would haveconfessed to her that I wouldn't mind if I could be transformed into agirl. I'd love to be able to have real breasts to put in my bra. I'dlove to have a woman's hips and narrow waist. I'd like the opportunityto be feminine. To bask in femininity without any inhibitions. But thisis all knowledge that I keep bottled up inside myself since I do loveAlice very much. "Just wondering." By the way, how much do you want?" As much as you can give," he responded."Well, I can give you about 16 oz.'s worth, but I don't think this container will hold that much." he said chuckling."Then just fill it," the man replied, making a conscious effort of looking at Michael in his eyes.Michael filled about 4 ounces of Arnie's urine into the container and handed it to him, who promptly left the bathroom. As the man took it, Michael walked to the urinal and expelled the.