I just love it. I know you loveit also," she said."Yes mam, I do," I said.She said, "After all the fighting and crying that you did and telling usthat...you weren't a sissy. I remember the first time you went to auntSally's house in your little two tier blue denim mini skirt with theglitter and pink lace edging. You also had your first Hello Kitty teeshirt, the light pink one that Kim bought you. You were crying and saying'I'm not a sissy, I'm not, I'm not.' Just look at you now. You. All of the other girls and women said the same thing including my daughter. The lump in my pants confirmed that I was highly excited too.The coach that had dripped on me said yes to a date. Jill said yes to everything else that first date too. Jill said yes to the restaurant that I picked, the dinner that I suggested, and to the wine that I ordered. She said yes to going back to my house, getting in bed, and having sex too. Jill was fantastic in bed, she could move in positions that I hadn’t. Finally I told him that I was sorry he wasdisappointed yet relieved I would not be passing out. (remember hisfantasy?) I told him that he made me very uncomfortable and that I do notwant to be around people who make me feel that way. His response, changedthe entire day and brought me up from my despair about the situation. "Actually, I find you very attractive. You just look different that yourpicture in the bio somehow." My feelings for Joshua were rekindled and wewent on from there during. I stroked his back with my right hand, still kissing him with closed lips. My right hand was at the top of his back again, holding him, when I moved my left hand to his hip. I opened my lips and moved my tongue into his mouth. I moved my hips back an inch and unzipped his pants. His tongue made a few tentative little moves in response to mine. I reached into his open fly. He was hard. I took hold of his penis with my left hand. I turned around, and led him to the bedroom by his erect cock. I.