.. watching me do them. Doctor Jamison nods when I say these things. She says she understands what I talk about, but she can't really. No one can. Som...times, it's like I will explode and all the pieces of me will fly apart to lay scattered on the ground. I don't know where all this will end. I think I will end some day and then things will be peaceful again.It's been three months now... three months since Mark and I talked to Doctor Jamison in her office. I'm better now. I'm not afraid anymore. He was so excited as he kicked off his shoes & socks, off came his football shirt, tracksuit bottoms and boxer shorts. Ahmed stood right next to me, both of us completely naked. I glanced down, His cock was surprisingly large for such a young boy, It must have been around 7 or 8 inches long, whos a big boy then? I said as I got down on my knees for a closer look, I squeezed my huge breasts around his cock and he started thrusting back and forth oh my god, my Louise I love you Ahmed yelled as he. A good business wardrobe costs thousands. Furthermore, because so many of the things are tailored, they’re not returnable.” She looked up at me with tears streaming from her eyes and said, “Could ... could I borrow some money? Right now, I don’t have enough for a security deposit on a decent hovel, let alone any nice place to live.”Then I did something I immediately regretted. The poor girl was distraught, and I just added to her distress, albeit very briefly. I began, “I really don’t think I. " It was some help that she needed with school homework, I think, and what with my three boys calling me dad all the time, I didn't notice it at first.But as time went on, I became aware that all of the children were referring to Cecilia and Emily as their mothers. There were subtle differences in actually how they referred to them, mind you, I came to notice that my son would call Cecilia Mum and Emily mother. Emily's twin girls did the reverse. But somewhere along the line, I became "dad" to.