To a different extent it ended in a tree 22 years ago. But either way I considered the important part of my life over already. By quirk of fate, my th...ust for survival has made me go on living.This was just a change in my life. Not for the better. Not for the worse. Just different. I had no aspirations; no goals. The only thing that held me together was a hope that, without me, Suzie would lead a good life. My self-preservation instinct made me not look for that information. If she hadn’t, I’d. “If the police have your picture – and with that last cop pulling us over just to have a look-see, we have to assume that they do – then we have to keep you tucked away. Unfortunately, and believe me, this is the last thing I want you to do, I think we’re going to have to do something about your hair. It’s just too obvious, the way it shines out like a golden pearl in a pile of mud, or a roaring fire in a snowy landscape, or...”She twirled a little lock of her hair around her fingers, examining. Other times men want me to have sex with other women. I've had threesomes and foursomes. One time I was invited to a gang bang. Now that was really interesting. I was the only woman with eight men. I've never done something so strange in my life.My client had called my agency and they wanted a girl that would have sex with eight men. I arrived at the hotel and the men were all there. I was dressed in a black teddy with a black garter belt, black thigh high stockings, black thong and heels.The. .so I have to be Katie - I can't be anyone else, because that would beimpossible. After repeatedly brushing through Katie's long mane again, Iwas finally able to crawl into bed.The next morning, I woke to be greeted by "mom" setting out Katie'sSunday best for me to wear - another dress, and another pair of tights.More conservative than fancy, but not too plain - a little lace, a fewruffles, and some basic leather, flat-heeled shoes with a buckle. I wasa bit lost during the service as my mind.