It was in a way like I was producing my own sex strip show and getting sexually aroused by it. I always felt low after having done it and I felt like ... badly mentally sick criminal or something!I did wear skirts and dresses but that started very late in my transition. I wasn't encouraged to wear them by my parents and I felt very out of place dressed in such female clothes in public in front of them since my original intention wasn't to become a female in public.My mother always tried to delete. . the seven to ten days ... Is that all right with you?”“Absolutely Pat, thanks a lot – I’ll set them aside.”He left and Candy came in wrapping herself around me, and giving me a kiss. Mom walked in and asked, “How’d it go, ‘Biscuit?”I explained to both of them and we all enjoyed the moment. Mom noticed the picture of Dad, and gave me a nice kiss.“Watercolor, Jim and Marilyn on their wedding day,” she said.We all stepped back and saw this start to develop and we watched it through to the end.. “With a sigh Amy silently admitted that it did feel quite good and that her aching muscles needed the friendly touch as much as her soul. If Helen wanted to test her massaging skills and she didn’t have to do anything her body was a willing participant in this experiment.„Ugh, fine if you have to.“Against her will a sigh escaped her lips as Helen dug her thumbs into her shoulder blades.„See, you can act all you want but I can hear you beg for more.“Amy nodded tiredly. „Yeah, can’t deny it feels. We had just been good friends. Then we had parted ways to our respective degree college. But we occasionally met after joining colleges. SMS had been in multiple relationships. She had been with many guys. But she was a pretty good and sweet girl.So coming back to January 2021. It was Sunday. My parents had gone to my native. No one was there at my place. So I was also bored. So I decided to get high but badly needed a company or partner to get high. So I start calling all my friends, and.