.i said u are very smart , very beautiful and attractive , she smiled and questioned “and ?” I said with my heart beats fast , that u are very sex... also , i feel so exited when i see you . She was enjoying my talks taking everything lightly , then she said , listen jai , i like you as well , and tell me if i allow you , wat will u will like to do with me , i said everything that a man woman do with eachother , she again asked wat they do , i replied they love eachother , she was taking full. I felt like when my younger girl cousin wanted to play doctor with me when we were k**s. She had three older sisters and I guess that boys were something of a curiosity to her. Back then I did not feel the sexual urges that I do now. I remember my cousin doing the same kind of exam except I did not get hard yet. It was very mechanical and at the time I felt like if you really want to look just look. Just an aside, I will never forget when I checked out my cousin “down there.” I remember asking. It helped when dealing with distributors. They would not like a 13-year-old to be smarter than they were. I know that I loved her and couldn’t have wished for a better niece.That brings me back to the ambulance. The ride was rough, the EMTs professional, and the company holding my hand was beautiful like her mother. Ka-Ka was holding it in, I could tell. She looked scared. I reached up with her hand in mine and kissed the back of her hand, and she smiled that smile that made me the proudest. " Don't you ever talk that way, Cathy!" Louise said, suddenly sober. "Not even if you're just kidding." It's not the way I think of Tad," I protested. "It's the way he thinks of himself!" Now, listen, girl. Tad's not the only guy in the world who's got a small-dick hang-up. I've even known some guys who were pretty well-hung who had gotten the idea, somewhere, that they weren't big enough, and they were constantly doubting themselves because of it. The last thing you ever want to do is take any.