Sure, I made sure academics came first. But I also I made sure to learn more and more about the sexually voracious woman I had become. Mom and Dad w...uld have been devastated to discover not only how sexually active their daughter had become, but also how bold and even reckless she had become in pursuit of her sexual lusts.While I had become sexually active, one thing remained the same. I wasn’t into the casual sex scene that was prevalent at college. I wanted sex and lots of it, to be sure.. Hot Stuff from earlier. His eyes were eating me alive. A flush crept up my cheeks. Damn this no sex thing was hard. Old me would have dragged him up to my room and had my way with him. I forced myself to concentrate on eating and ignored his stare. He was speaking with the maitre d’ anyway. Maybe I would get lucky (or unlucky depending on how you look at it) and he would just go away and I wouldn’t see him again. Well luck just wasn’t on my side. Mr. Hot Stuff actually had the balls to sit. I love you. Please do it. This way we will still betogether." Are you sure?"Laban has already agreed." But won't Jacob be angry?" Probably, but it will work out in the end." I see this causing trouble." Don't worry; it is already taken care of. Here's what you'll do."My need for him overruled my sense of right and wrong.Seven years later, I married Jacob. As I predicted, Jacob was furiouswhen he saw me instead of the bride he intended to have the next morning.He wanted to repudiate the. My parents wouldn’t speak to me, my love was gone without a word. To make a long story short, I moved here to this town and got a job. When it was clear I was in trouble, a wonderful couple – you call them aunt Sara and uncle Joe – took me in and helped me through the hardest times and helped me get on my feet with my new baby. They gave me help and support and helped me know that we’d make it. You and I, we’d make it. And we did make it. ‘But I didn’t know how to tell you. I was so ashamed of.