I didn't want to react hastily, I wanted to set up my future and reputation correctly. I had a feeling that this meeting right now was more important ...hat I would ever really know. I was at a crossroads, I just hoped that I choose the right path. "If you agree to go all out for... let's say a year, I can almost guarantee you steady work, both for this studio and many others. I think your best asset is your diversity. Most guys with your face and body are dud fucks, but not you, I can see so. I decided to use some online dating sites to maybe lay some groundwork to hook up with some women in SC. I had started talking to this (as I saw in photos) extremely cute, busty 18 year old girl. We shall call her Diane for the sake of anonymity. We talked casually for a few months via Yahoo messenger and grew to know quite a bit about each other. She was a big fan of my favorite band as well so that was definitely a plus. We got to talking about places we had traveled to as well. She had. Too bad. For my part I was more than a little disappointed. The great thing about freedom is the feeling of confidence that comes with it. She knew I knew about Gerald Sanders, but I was willing to bet she didn't know about this."I meant nothing by it. It's just that," I paused for dramatic effect. I wanted to say this as calmly and clearly as possible. "When I confronted your lover and compelled him to dump you..." chew on that little nugget of news Mrs. Dolan "the price for my not telling his. So I asked her."Well, we can start with some bikini shots, maybe a few without the top, see what comments people leave, what kind of emails I get. This sounds so sexy. Can you believe Mom's doing this?" I know but look, she's a good looking woman, she should feel good about herself," I said."You're right. She's pretty hot and she's having fun. I just want to see what it's like for myself. She says it's a helluva turn-on. Even when you photograph her, she actually said that, can you believe it?.