She was standing in the living room sipping it when Brian's car rolled in the drive. She was facing the mirror, saw that her chin was high, proud, her...body firm but relaxed. She toyed with the crown of her bare white breast while waiting for Brian to come in.She heard him in the kitchen. She turned that way sipping her drink. He appeared in the doorway.He looked haggard, she thought. He had dark circles under his eyes, as though he had not slept well last night. He gazed flatly at her, scanning. We spend about 20 minutes working through the questions and all the time she is turning to look back up at me standing next to her in the manner of a tutor. Her eyes widen as she does and the flirtatious smile is just killing me. She wriggles in her seat and every now and then the angle of her body allows me to see the top of her breasts in their bra cups. My cock is straining at my pants and I'm having to turn slightly so that Olivia can't easily see it, but to be honest I'm not trying that. I opened the envelope and saw two remote controls. I looked at Ella who winked at me again and pointed to the envelope. I looked in the envelope again and saw a note under the remotes. The note read “Both Lily and I are wearing vibrators and you have the controls. They are initialed ‘E’ and ‘L’ and have brand new batteries. I’ll reveal the rest of the surprise later. I love you- Ella.” I looked at Ella again, this time with a surprised expression on my face and she smiled back at me and nodded.. Only now, ten years later I find out I'm still the samepathetic homophobe I was when I was a kid. I thought I'd figured myselfout years ago. And now Cindy's showing me that I haven't. There's stillsomewhere inside of me that's scared and insecure--a part of me that'sfreaked out by something as stupid as a guy kissing another guy."So, yes, K, that really pisses me off. I hate myself for being weak.And worse, I'm angry at myself because it feels like I'm betraying thememory of Ken." Memory?" Her.