"I braced myself. I couldn't give Noelle the answer she wanted. Even if I could see past the age difference, she just wasn't the woman I was looking f...r. She was sweet, serious, and empathetic--all the things the women I had failed to click with were. I had come to terms with the fact that I would never be able to replace Violet, but it didn't change what I wanted in a woman. Violet was sweet, serious, and empathetic, but she was also alive in a way that I rarely saw in anyone. People often. I am going to kidnap Nick soon. He is asking for it now. He is being mean and denying me what I want, I am going to do that same to him. I am going to take him to a Hotel and tie him and not allow him any freedoms. I am going to control him. I am going to be large and in charge. I start to struggle at the ropes again. I want out, but I don't want out. I want to free myself and go get him, and I want to stay here and be his captive. How can you want two different things that are total opposites?. After a moment I hear the sound of a drawer to the side of the bedslide open. There is a pause, followed by the sound of a tube beingsqueezed. Suddenly, my anus feels cold, there is a damp sensation and Ican feel it spreading wider, something moving deeper, slowly deeper. Iknow it's not your cock as its too cold, too straight. I bite my bottomlip as it probes further still into me, stretching my anus sodeliciously wide as it moves in. I feel that it cannot possibly go anydeeper, but you find. I had self proud ness about my beauty because I had noticed, notonly men even females gazed at me with admiring look mostly in public places. The interview ended with typical answer of“We will inform you”. It passed one and half week without any response. I gaveup the idea about the new job, but suddenly one Friday a call came to my handphone with good news. I had been selected to the post and asked me to sign theagreement on Monday. I was happy because of prospects of the new place. All.