Some time around midnight, I became uncomfortably aware that she might have set her sights on me. I'm still not sure what the trigger was. We flirted ...iciously as always, but at some subtle point there had been a change and there was a tint of seriousness to our already colorful language. I found myself backtracking, not wanting to press the issue and at the same time wondering why. After all, her rejection wouldn't mean much to me, not after some of the things we'd said. And her wanting me was. .. Jenny cried out " OOOOOHH THAT STINGS!" Mike said " Wait till I start on you Girl!!!" Celia gave her another dozen, then Mike directed Jenny to the open window. It was a double window, opening out and 3'0" high at its base." Jenny, bend forward, put your hands on the window sill and lean forward so that you can look onto the shoppers below! Celia, undo the other lower buttons on her dress, lift the 2 front corners up and tie them at the back of her waist, then fetch me the cane please!". But kisses were few and far between. I guess men thought that maybe I'd just sucked another man's cock before seeing them. Maybe they thought I still had cum stuck in my teeth or something. Whatever... What I knew was this was the best kiss I'd had in months! I hadn't realized how much I'd missed this type of intimacy until something deep in my gut loosened and a liquid warmth began expanding somewhere South of my belly button.Sandra moved to claim my lips again. Our kiss grew more fervent.. "So... um..." I looked at Johnny. This was what I'd expected. What Ideserved. Then he hugged me, pulling me into his arms. I stood theretensely for a moment. Then I went limp and rested my head on hisshoulder as I cried. "Yeah. Life sucks some times," he observed."Maybe you just need to give them time," he said as he patted myback.I grunted and sniffled. I felt stupid. Impulsive. Idiotic. "It's...Just... he gets it all. Everything. Everyone. He doesn't even realisehow lucky he is. I... I get.