The doctor smiled and said he could understand after all. Doctor Bailey finally started my exam. He left the picture up on his computer as he went th...ough his exam. I let my mind wander and was enjoying the memory of my chat session. Doctor Bailey asked me to disrobe for my prostate exam. I unbuckled my pants and shoved them down taking my briefs with them. I leaned over the exam table and waited. I heard the snap of the rubber glove then watched as he added some lube to one of his fingers. He. The plastic imprisonment holds the blood in my swollen genitals, forcing pain and increasing my Judas arousal.I feel the specific terror of my aversion to ejaculation rise in my deepest being. In my half-dream state I see images of the cruel training he used to teach me my terror of ejaculating without his express command. Some part of my remaining free mind wonders at the efficiency of his control, but the rest of me, and the core of me, just feels the terror as it rises through already aching. ’ Everybody else within earshot, including Alice, knew Bill was simply being silly. Carolyn bawled him out. I don’t remember what Nancy’s advice was -- probably to be nicer to Bill. Anyway, Bill was clearly wearing his heart on his sleeve, but that was the first time that I knew Carolyn cared about him at all, though she was in the choir and I barely knew him.”“You know,” she said. “I like them, Carolyn especially, but Bill and the kids, too. I don’t want to see them break up.” She could see. For some odd reason, Mary found the audience inspired her to concentrated effort and helped her to experience her own little party deep inside her core. She always did her best to conceal her perverted pleasure at the sessions to appear more as a disinterested professional.On the last week of the training period, Mrs. Johnson told Mary that she would most certainly be selected for "The Employee of the Month" and would receive a fat bonus for her success.When they were alone in the office, Mrs..