No problem. It’s all history now.” “No Jeff, I mean I understand. You lied and broke your absolute rule. Didn’t you Jeff? “Well, it’s your...rule Caroline. There is no excuse for lying. You found out and I paid the penalty. But really I understood and it’s water under the bridge.” I smiled and emphasised the comment by rubbing my bottom. “I am pleased Jeff.” “OK Caroline.” Wow, don’t I remember. I sure got spanked that time. Mum first let Jessica spank me several years ago now. She was 17 that. The wind was knocked out of me and it was then that I realized that my angel was not breathing. I started to scream her name repeatedly in hopes of waking her up then I tried to roll her off of me without success. On my last attempt, I saw the blood coming from her nose and mouth. I began to yell and scream, beating my head with my fists, and crying. “NO! THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING… THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING. KATE DIDN’T DIE ON ME!” I kept saying aloud, more for myself then for anything else. I. I reach and take the open bottle of body wash and squeeze a generous portion into my hand. Still unaware that I have slipped into your private world, you step backwards from the shower head as I am rubbing the body wash into my hands preparing to apply it to your wet and sensuous body. As you reach up to squeeze the water from your hair I gently reach around you placing my hands on the soft sexy flesh of your belly. For a moment you are startled, surprised, instinctively you start to turn. . I knew even less about anal sex. I've heard that it's painful and in my mind it was certainly degrading.I felt movement behind me. I heard the crude remarks from the other boys in the room urging my brother to "fuck the shit out of her" as he prepared to do just that. I had just a moment to wonder how they could be so hateful to someone that they hardly knew before I felt the head of my brother's cock pushing against my sphincter.I reminded myself over and over to relax. I don't know how I knew.