The emotional pain lasted a lifetime.In high school my senior class voted as to who was the best looking.Although I tried to hide what I was at the ti...e I came in third in thevoting for girls behind two effeminate boys.Although I knew about the other boy I though back then that I was the onlyone like me and no one else had these thought that this boy shell shouldhave been a girl's. In fact at that age I was sent to psychiatrists becauseI was unhappy and uncommunitive. But I couldn't discuss how. Everyone who saw me would clearly see my completely flat chest and huge clitty.When I was done trying everything on, Debbie had Kaylie pick out something for me to wear to school tomorrow. I stood there naked as she sorted through the approved items. She selected something, and Debbie had her help me try it on, so she could see the outfit together.I felt like she went easy on me. She picked out a red skirt. It was short and tight, but at least it wasn’t see-through. I should be able to keep my. "Go on, open it." Bud shredded the foil, uncovering a pale green box marked "Ferguson's Prime Dates." Puzzled, he pulled it open. The fruit squatted in individual brown paper cups. "Get it?" Kelly was giggling loudly. "Dates! 'Cause you couldn't get one any other way!" She poked him in the ribs. "Dates!" "Uh, yeah, funny, Kel," Bud said through gritted teeth. Inside, he was furious, but he couldn't afford to let his anger show. Not yet. "Oh, wait, there's more," his sister. Then I needed a few more moments to understand what Megumi had meant by ‘the means to use gift.’ I looked up from the box to Megumi’s face. She was smiling shyly, clearly a little nervous knowing that she was heading into unexplored territory. ‘Megumi,’ I whispered, very uncertain what to say, how to express what I felt deep inside. ‘I am your gift,’ she said softly. ‘I give you me, completely. You have the heart. I now give you the body.’ Seemingly in slow motion, I reached a hand toward.