I was sitting there thinking about her for 3 hours the smell of her hair the softness of her skin the smile with a little cut on it and I started gett...ng turn on. It was 2am I hear someone banging on her door guess who it is here I go again I open my door and said you again he said stay out of this I don't think she not in her house she in me now mother fucker its was a lie he left guess he didn't want round 3. Jessica open her door thank you again can I ask you for a favor I said sure can I. The table looked as if it was bolted to the floor and covered in a black non reflective material. Soon I would come to know this rubber surface all to well.As I took the room in, I heard the woman step through the door and shut it behind her. As that door shut the other one opened and two women soldiers entered, shutting their door as well. I felt a little intimidated, which for me was a new sensation. Something wasn't right. I swivelled to face the officer I had been talking to, and saw her. I get to see that now."The substation wasn't exactly in the middle of nowhere, but if you stood on tiptoe you see it from there. Jeff unlocked the gate and let us in. We drove to the control house and waited until he joined us and let us in. I showed Susan a lot of different things and then we got down to work. The laptop came out along with a long cable so I wouldn't have to keep moving the computer."You don't need that long cable," Jeff said. "We have these things networked." I figured you. April was a senior and I a junior, but that didn't matter. I don't remember exactly how it started, but she was interested and so was I. What I most remember is wanting and frustration. That's not too unusual in high school, of course, but what I couldn't figure out is what she wanted. One day hot, one day cold, once a promising afternoon under a tree on the hillside behind my house, no one around, the perfect moment, her in my arms, an extra button on her blouse undone and inviting.