He grabs the t.v. remote and starts switching through the porn channels, and stops at one where this beautiful brunette is giving head to a well endow...d guy. We're watching for a few minutes and I look out of the corner of my eye and the bulge in his shorts in getting bigger. He reaches down to adjust himself and his leg brushes against mine. My towel is starting to tent and I reach down to try to control it and Christian grabs my hand and places it on the bulge in his shorts. I instinctively. Constant fights were mostly because I was applying the same rules of engagement as I would with a man, and it left behind a significant emotional emptiness. Absolutely none the wiser, I read everything I could about women’s sexuality, coming-out stories, and desires. I found some comfort at that time hanging out with a British lesbian couple at their home. One of them recommended shows to watch—L Word (intimate drama series about a group of lesbian friends struggling with romance and career in. I want to have your baby daddy!” I couldn’t hold back any longer and I shot off in her convulsing snatch.By this time, it was night. We didn’t try to ignore what had happened or make believe that our lives hadn’t changed forever. We all slept naked in my bed. I was already thinking about how I could reclaim some of the space taken up by three single beds to add to the size of the queen size bed I’d been using.In the morning we were cuddling and waking up slowly. Janis said, “I’m sure you’ve. He sipped his drink.“You heard me, Miss Lisa.”I didn’t know what to say. I immediately wanted to leave, to get away from him or any tendencies I fear have developed in me.“Why do you think everyone is so happy there? Now that I’m out here in LA more often, things are going to be real good.”I grabbed my purse, but he grabbed my arm, “Don’t leave, Miss Lisa. I just want to talk to you.”He pulled against him, his arm around me, speaking into my ear once more. “You know all those women there.