The onlyfriend I had was Mark, I had no girlfriends, my parents were dead and I hadno other living relatives. With a blinding stab of reality, I knew ... waslonely and miserable, a failure. 'Hehasn't persuaded me,' I said softly and Mark looked at me quietly with asmall smile and a nod. 'I want to do this.' 'Really?It won't be easy, you know,' she added warningly. 'Let'sdo it,' I said, more bravely than I felt. Belindaled us in and I had a shower and then under her and Mark's instructions. .After a few aisles, she turned and sized me up, I said hello, and with a stupid look on my face, knew that I had been caught leering at her. She asked me “see anything you like”? To which I responded, “Miss, you have some really cool looking shoes on, could I ask you where you got them?” She said that it was none of my business, and besides, they would not have them in my size anyhow. She stared right through my eyes, and her gaze went straight for the front of my jeans, Then she said “get a. He told me to suck it. I didn’t mind that - I’d done it before for Kyle, and if I am honest, I kind of liked doing it for him. So I got Todd nice and hard, and then he put me down on my back on the carseat, with my legs stuck up in the air, and he got on top, and he pushed it in. It hurt. I think it was the position I was in, partly, and partly how fast he shoved it in me. I just lay there, thinking it would feel better soon, and it actually did start to feel ok after a bit. I think I even. It was going to be a couple of months before I got back.That is some vacation. I just said I had the time and was in a position to take the time and do what I wanted for a change. Reggie piped in with an agreement but was a little remorseful about not being able to stay with me for the second half of the trip.This brought on another round of questions about separate vacations. We just let them speculate on that, but we did say that Reggie would join me when her work schedule permitted. Before I.