"I agreed to his terms, despite a voice in my head questioning if I should or not.He opened the back seat to his cruiser and closed it behind me, like...a gentleman. I was shaking in anticipation. Part of me worried that this was too immoral to go through with, but yet part of me was so excited. It had been too long.He walked around the car and got in the opposite side. He very gently took my hand and placed it on his lap, where I could feel how hard he was. He asked me to come lay across his. I walked back inside the house and went over to where Dana was sitting. "Dana, I'm leaving you. I love someone else and I am going to be with her tonight, and every night afterwards. I'm sorry but I can't keep lying to myself. Goodbye." Dana was stunned at my admission and I left just in time before she nailed me in the head with a vase. No going back now. While I drove into the city, I thought about what I was going to say to Cydney. I had hurt her, and just showing up wasn't going to fix it.. “Then we all thought sure that we was gonna be throwed in jail for stealing cows. Somehow it all turned out that we didn’t go to jail, I’m sure that you ‘n Cal had a big hand in the way that come about.“The morning we buried our Pa, I felt as lonesome as I’d ever felt in my life, and I knew that whatever happened to the three of us, I had to try and keep us together and watch over Ray ‘n Tag.“On the way up the steps to the room just now, it come to me that just last night we were all sleeping. His calls to Tony were at first abusive then, they became threatening, and then very threatening, and then eventually pleading. But Tony was in no mood to meet him half way, or even be bothered talking to him. After the calls became pleading he would just replace the telephone receiver. There was no doubt about it that Geoff knew his career in the church was under threat.In the meantime, he was harassed almost continually by Dora for a closer, more intimate relationship, and so after discussing.