As I hoped for it to go down it was too late, some of the crew chuckled and pointed, and then you guessed it Amber saw it. I apologised to Amber for t...e boner and she was laughing her head off, but she then said ah its fine omg. Although at the same time she blushed and after 30 seconds later i noticed she looked at it briefly and then softly bit her lips. I remember when i was sat on the film set on my own face palming myself wondering what the hell happened. But then....Amber: heyme:. His hands gliding firmly from the centre of her back under toward her breasts, then across her slender hips toward her inner thighs to her ankles. “You’ve done that before,” Kate quipped. “You are next,” Jake replied “I’m okay,” Kate said blushing. “No Mum ,” said Julia . “ It’s so hot today.” Jake approached, this time choosing to kneel at Kate’s side. His hands began slowly wandering along her shoulder line. She tensed as they moved under her arms, past the side of her breasts and moved lower. It was a black page boy style. I put it on like a hat and straightened it in the mirror. "I must obey my Goddess" I sat in the chair in the middle of the room. The voice instructed me to cross my legs. I didn't want to. My true self cried out in my brain. Don't cross your legs like that! Don't do it, only girls do that! "I'm a girl, I'm Allie." I spoke in response to myself as I crossed my legs. The whisper agreed with me and that made everything ok. Right over left, Ioved the way. Here I was, 12 years later, feeling exactly the same. But because my wife and her friend were there, I pretended to be unhappy with the results.The fact is, I was never really cut out, physically, emotionally, or by inclination - to be a man. I was physically small, in both stature and in bone structure. I have a small, heart shaped chin, delicate little hands, small boned feet, and full, pouty lips. Not to mention the nice pair of breasts that I've had since puberty. Well, anyways, a lot of.