I knew it was a matter of a few moments and my virginity would be gone forever. Those few moments though felt like an eternity. Finally, Kasey reach...d back and grabbed my package. She rose up, I could now feel the tip touching the inner lips of her kitten. Slowly, Kasey lowered herself onto me. It felt so good inside of her that I actually questioned myself if I should complete my transition to being a woman. I was so conflicted at this point. It felt so good being inside of her, yet. She wasn't there, either.So I called her mother."Amanda? Is that you? It's Bob Crandall. Yeah. Sorry to call so late. Is Patti there?"She was there. Amanda went to fetch her, and Patti must have been asleep, or highly reluctant, or maybe down the block having a beer, because I waited for a long, long time.I could hear a fairly harsh exchange of comments going on between mother and daughter, well away from the phone. I couldn't make out what they were saying, but it sounded as if Amanda was. " He looked at his son, "Oh, an' contradict me in public again, an' we gonna have more than words, boy." He turned back to his brother. "You just want me here 'cause, hell, I don't know why you want me here but we gonna have a whole lot more fights like this the longer I'm here." Ain't my fault you an' yorn can't work together. George an' me do just fine." Yeah," George laughed outright, "'Cause you in here an' I'm down in accounting. If-n we was both in the same department," he shook head,. What made me feel so bad was that whenever I caught myself thinking about it, I noticed that I was getting aroused. I didn't want to be. I knew I should be disgusted, traumatized.I could honestly say that I dreaded the next trip my husband would take, and what I would be put through after he left. I did not look forward to my next session with Ted. And yet the idea of it turned me on. Even after all that I had been through last week I still had those same fantasies that had gotten me into this.