"Are you watching the camera in my quarters?" Well, of course I wasn't going to admit I was, but his question turned out to be rhetorical. "You will t...rn it off and do not reactivate it until noon tomorrow. Is that understood." I assured him I understood perfectly."Do it now, while I am watching!" was his next command. I very dutifully took the camera off continuous sweep, used a joystick to swing it through a full cycle of its movement and then let it appear to power down. Which means I turned. As it was, he'd been drinking since morning, and it was now moving toward late afternoon; the fact that he wasn't stoned out of his mind surprised him; he'd consumed damned near a fifth of vodka, besides getting little sleep the night before after the disaster with Susan. Somehow, he had to rectify that, if only she'd give him an other chance. Damnit, he was certain she wanted him, and God knows, he was crazy about her... if only he could get his mind straight.Jamey kept thinking these things. What if I had been doing 120and suddenly needed to do an emergency stop? What if the pedal had goneto the floor right then? I shuddered. Not a good scenario, that, and itcould perhaps have put an abrupt end to my gender transition aspirations,right then and there.As I sat waiting for CAA to arrive, I also reflected that, an hour or soearlier, I mentioned in my interviews that I had yet to have asignificantly negative experience as a trans person; very little in theway of discrimination,. Michele put her arms around my neck. I put my arms around her waist. Needless to say I was getting hard. She thrust her pelvis against me in approval on my hardness. I caressed her ass and she caressed mine. She moaned as she felt my naked buns. We finally broke our kiss, looked into each others eyes and she said "you're crazy waiting here like this, what if Diane (agency boss) came in." I said "I was looking out the window so I know it was you." We started kissing again but this time I.