I already want you and I want to hold and kiss you all over, but forever, not just tonight,” I told her and she smiled and grabbed me in a hug.“I ...ant your sexy ass too Billy and I’ll give you all of me; forever if you’ll let me have you. I have never in my life felt like I feel when I think of you, and tonight is like a dream come true. I knew as soon as I saw you come in our store that I wanted you. It scared me and I couldn’t get you out of my mind. I get wet just thinking of you, I have. Last I hooked up the heart monitor and blood-oxygen sensors; it would be sloppy to kill somebody by accident.She wondered about splinters on her front, but of course the structure was mostly metal, the few wood parts were easy-to-clean varnished and waxed polished wood with a clear hard coating. It was padded in at the contact points.After she was attached to the cross I told her that I was giving myself permission to play with her body a little harder today. As she was still bent forward, I. ”“That’s why I didn’t tell you, Gav. I didn’t tell anyone. I didn’t want to celebrate.”Gavin leaned back to look at me, arms still wrapped around me “Why ever not dear? You and the day you came into this world certainly sound like reason enough to celebrate!”“Yeah,” Eric chimed in. “How old are you turning anyway?”I thought about lying, knowing that telling the truth would result in Gavin, and maybe even Eric, making an even bigger deal out of the day than they already were. Then I thought. At least I hope you won’t be.Damn! He had resigned himself to the fact that he would not be able to accept Katie refusing to trust him. Ignoring her offer to come over and do their laundry together had seemed like the most prudent response, but now she seemed genuinely sincere in her desire to share herself with him.TYLER:Why the sudden change of heart?KATIE:It’s always been in my heart where you are concerned. I sought some help getting it into my mind.TYLER:Help from Cile?KATIE:No, help from.