" "How old were you when you started beating off, and don't you dare sit here and tell me you didn't, fucker!" "I don't know, I guess I was eleven or ...welve." "What did you picture in your head?" Oh naked girls, I guess.." "Did you think about Jesus at all? " "I thought HE was going to kick my ass when he saw me beating off!" "Okay, Donnie, I didn't grow up with that stuff. I want to put another thought in your head. I think that kissing and all the sexy feelings you get from it are way better. The best thing to come out of the car accident is that I have found that if we go until you’re done, even if that is before more, I don’t have dick withdrawal cravings like I had before. I did a lot of sex addiction therapy and saw multiple doctors, but nothing we did really made the need go away for long.” Annie explained while dragging me to the bathroom to bathe together, so we could talk. “Good news. The physical therapists say that it is good that Trudy, Crystal, and I are still young. 71. Only through submission can i find my true self.72. my life is empty without a Master to please - that lost feeling inside can be real and it can grow. i may be able to step away from the hunger of my nature, but not for long, for soon it could effect every part of my life. It is important that i seek a Master to please - but if i cannot find one or that i shall not be found, i am not totally lost for i must always remember: i will survive - for it is my nature to do so. my drive to please. Jason said sorry and lent forward and kissed me. He whispered that he was going to get brutal and break through. I sobbed in pain and fright and I could feel Jason withdraw almost all the war out of me then pause as he changed is balance enabling him to put all his power in to the thrust. He lunged forward and I screamed as I felt the hymen rip a little. Something warm ran out of my vagina and down my bum. Jason slowly withdrew and I begged him to stop and give me more time to recover he just.