They rested a while and talked before they got dressed to wait for the trail herd to get to the cabin. Andy explained how his father and brothers were...about as big as him, and he wanted her to put out for them, too. Jasmine was happy to hear this; even though she was not used to fucking every night since she had left the breeding farm, so she was in "hog heaven."They didn't have much longer to wait for the herd to arrive. Josh and the boys were pleased with Jasmine's appearance and glad to have. ..but makeup and a wig were stillforeign concepts for me. The thought of going out and buying a wigexcept around Halloween terrified me. Also the concept of wearing makeupwas also pretty scary....I thought I would look like an absolute clownif I attempted to fix my face up with makeup. But I was intriguednonetheless. I wondered what I would look like if I was made up by aprofessional, and what the total package would look like if I waswearing a wig. While taking a walk I made up my mind: I. He'd noticed, all right. He just had no problem with it. Or he hadn'twanted to draw my attention to what I was doing. But if that's the casethen I can't figure out why not. It makes no sense for him to keepsilent like that.SEPTEMBER 10Ever since I noticed my butt was bigger, I'd been eating less. Evenless than I had been, I mean. Eating mostly salads, diet drinks, andsmall portions on everything made me pretty hungry, at least at first,and for a few days I would have killed for a steak. . Perhaps, given the danger of the situation, he chose me because he realizes I’m expendable. Regardless of intent, he pulls off a glove and raises his hand. I do the same. We reach out. And touch. A communal gasp echoes through the crowd. ‘…dude,’ the sandy-blond says. ‘How long ago?’ ‘Just over three weeks,’ Cypress says, dropping his hand and slipping it into a glove. ‘And I never felt better.’ ‘Then what…’ ‘Jessie lied to all of us. All that shit they taught us at school – it was a lie,.