She felt May's intent gaze on her, also, as she continued to watch the incredible scene on the TV screen. May knew she was hot, she realized. She's ge...ting turned on watching me get turned on, she thought passionately."How do you like the size of that one?" May whispered sexily in Ronee's ear. She brushed Ronee's long brown hair back with her hand and pressed her lips against Ronee's smooth neck."Oh, May! Please, don't," Ronee said breathlessly. "Not yet at least... give me time." Don't worry,. I went to my mom’s room, she was crying in the corner, I went and confessed to her, she said she was ashamed to have a child like me.I said I did all these because I love you and I don’t want to love anyone more than you and I confessed the pill too.She hugged me and I cried saying sorry. I felt the urge again but stronger, I felt it controlling me again.I laid her on bed, she thought I was laying her to sleep, but I couldn’t control my lust for her, I started kissing her in the panty,She. . quite like someone had shot a skunk a couple of days before. Stinky but subdued ... and a lot of blue smoke, coughing, muted "'Ere's" and muffled "Whoa's".If anyone on campus had the reputation of being 'Old Hippie', you would have found them gathered there. A blaze of color in a grey room. Like a fantastic sunset after a fast moving rain storm or strong sunlight through a stained glass window. The fun folk.The past week had been hectic. Finding the house had been a chore ... until Megan. It would be a time in my life that I would never forget or her more importantly.You must understand I had grown up in a diverse family and upper middle-class environment. So my intrigue truly had begun in high school where I was a 4yr honors program student and multi-sport athlete in a parochial Catholic high school. That said, I had many advantages most of which I worked hard for but some were just given because of my book smarts and athletic prowess in football and track. An even proportion.