Chapter 5 The conversation with my mother did not go well at first. She wanted to protect me from being hurt by him when he lived or when he died."You...don't even call him by his first name! Do you even know it?" Yes, Mom. It's Evan," I said with as much exasperation as I could muster. I had many misgivings and she seemed to have a gift for voicing all of them, but she hadn't met this amazing man. So I countered with all of the pluses, leaving out the secret hopes. Finally she relented and. You see, we can work symbiotically. I fuel your hatred, and your hatred fuels me."John finally found the ability to talk, "What... what do you mean?" He asked."I can give you the power to act on your hatred. You can take revenge on those you feel so strongly about." What does that mean?" He asked, but it was too late. His dream faded to nothing as he woke up. He shook off the unusual dream and started his day. He got dressed, and went downstairs. He made himself some toast, then turned on the. I took out my phone to take a pic for Saul. Robert looked up at me, shame written all over his face. 'Lick' I said firmly and he continued as I took a still or two and then the video clip. 'You're not allowed to fuck me...I'm too good for you' I whispered as I filmed. It was a terribly raunchy feeling. Saying that and feeling the lap, lap, lap of his tongue. Robert licked open mouthed. He looked as though he had tumbled into a steamy hell. It was like all he could do was to act instinctively. I. As Gary, Sarah and I made our way into the room Gary shut the door behind us. I knew from the tour that none of the doors locked but it did offer us some privacy. Gary and Sarah were kissing. I walked towards them, removing my shirt. “You don’t have to worry about taking that off” Sarah said to me I was confused “what do you mean” I asked her. “I don’t want to have sex with you, I just want you to watch Gary and I having sex” I knew I should have walked out then, I should have gone straight.